i'm gay and stronger than all of you (
hardlydead) wrote2023-06-13 11:15 pm
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(( get them drunk on rose water ))
[ crotus prenn is pretty low on the list of places david opts to go exploring or scavenging, not because of anything to do with the place itself, but its inhabitants are both... territorial. and they both give him the wig in massively different ways. unfortunately it's a great place for gathering a ton of different supplies — medical mostly, but who knows what you'll find if you're willing to root around the carnival — and after returning from a few trips out without much to show for it, david feels like he should give it a proper try. ]
[ it's miserable out here, always is. the chapel smells of burned wood even from a distance and the air is cold and damp and yet somehow stale. david shoves his hands in his jacket pockets with a frown — one part thought, one part deep displeasure at being here, but if they run across a killer he'd rather take his chances with the clown than the nurse. so. chapelside of the realm it is. ]
[ billy's fast and not one to take stupid risks too. it's not why david brought him along, but it's a good bit of security if they get caught out. toss his bag billy's way to make sure the stuff gets back to camp and david'll keep the killer occupied. different stakes, but still more or less the same as in trials. ]
God, I fuckin' hate this place. [ he clicks his flashlight on and off like he doesn't already know it works fine and glances billy's way. ] Start with the church, yeah? Probably not much there if anything, but who knows.
[ it's miserable out here, always is. the chapel smells of burned wood even from a distance and the air is cold and damp and yet somehow stale. david shoves his hands in his jacket pockets with a frown — one part thought, one part deep displeasure at being here, but if they run across a killer he'd rather take his chances with the clown than the nurse. so. chapelside of the realm it is. ]
[ billy's fast and not one to take stupid risks too. it's not why david brought him along, but it's a good bit of security if they get caught out. toss his bag billy's way to make sure the stuff gets back to camp and david'll keep the killer occupied. different stakes, but still more or less the same as in trials. ]
God, I fuckin' hate this place. [ he clicks his flashlight on and off like he doesn't already know it works fine and glances billy's way. ] Start with the church, yeah? Probably not much there if anything, but who knows.
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It’s not ideal, but Billy is pleased enough that he was asked. That David hasn’t ousted him after one too many frustrating arguments. That he knows Billy is just as capable if a killer catches wind of them. In his mind: they’re equals. He’d have a chance to tell David to go and Billy could do his thing to keep the killer distracted for as long as possible.
He should probably know better by now.
But the grounds are hauntingly empty, an unnatural chill hanging in the air and seeping under his denim jacket. ]
Less likely to get our boo-boos looked at. [ The nurse gives Billy the creeps. Well. So does the clown. So does— Ok, which killer doesn’t give him the creeps? But the clown, for whatever reason, prefers his fucked up little carnival ground to the church itself. Not that he doesn’t use it to dump shit in.
Billy climbs over a board, haphazardly covering a break in the wall. His boots hit the rubble quietly, because he’s good at this, okay?
No generators sit unnaturally in the church. Detritus lines the ground. Boxes are squished into corners and Billy starts nosing around a pew, looking for something. Looking for anything. ]
This remind you of home? Your parents ever make you go to church?
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[ that's all in the back of david's head though, a problem for him to worry about later. right now he sticks close to billy — not so much that he's right on his case or anything, but close enough they can talk without raising their voices — and ducks into a corner where there's a little old box tucked away. ]
Just for the holidays-- Christmas, Easter. That kinda shit. [ just prayer books, shit. he was hoping for wine. ] Trussed up in my finest so we looked good.
[ god he does not miss that in the least, trying to make sure the family looked good at social events. parents criticising him because he was too 'flashy' and made them look like new money pretenders or whatever. ]
Yours?
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[ Neil Hargrove didn't have money like he wanted to have money. He'd blow it on booze and cigarettes and fancy cars, presents for his spurned wife, and then he'd be righteously angry when everything else went to shit. You'd think moving from California to Indiana would have stretched a dollar further, but the front steps at the house on Cherry Street were still chipped, the house squat. But everyone had to assemble for church in their Sunday best. Billy really pushed the envelope the longer his curls grew.
Billy thinks it's all bullshit. But he still wears the St. Christopher's medallion around his neck, even if it didn't help a damn bit when a monster crawled under his skin and took it for a ride. ]
Didn't look like this though. [ Billy pushes a broken piece of plywood with his boot. ] Shithole. [ He stoops near a wall, near the stairs, the wall half-dilapidated. ]
Found some matches. [ He brushes some dust out of the way, fingers brushing over some burlap. He tugs it away and whistles. A line up of bottles, glistening liquid inside. Might be medicine, might be drugs. Billy picks one up, looks at it, and...
tosses it to David. ] Hey, look. Catch.
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[ he's musing on that as he carefully moves some planks and detritus that've been propped up so he can see if there's anything behind them when billy speaks. turns and catches the bottle and looks at it with a considering frown; the liquid a glistening, warm orange. he swirls the bottle, uncorks it with a satisfying pop! and takes a quick smell. ]
[ it doesn't smell like anything he can put a name to. a frown of thought on david's face. ]
What do you think it is?
[ he takes another whiff. it's... warm? ]
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There are more behind the wall, tucked into the space under the stairs. A dumping ground. Maybe it's weird shit the nurse is hiding away. Maybe it's something the clown has dumped... or is hiding. He's always working on new, weird shit to throw at them. ]
Think it's an upper or a downer? Maybe Claudette can do something with it. [ Hey, depending, maybe Billy wants it. ]
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Smells weird. [ it's an absent comment, quiet, more to himself than billy. ]
[ --shit. billy. david shakes his head, puffs out a breath with a deep frown as he tries to pull his shit together. this isn't-- whatever this is, they shouldn't be fucking with it. david doesn't know what it is, but he thinks about billy inhaling this shit and feels certain it's not good. ]
S'Clowns. [ nurse wouldn't be mixing up weird stinky potions and hiding them around the place, right? david corks the bottle-- god he feels fucking woozy. ] Don't, uh-- [ he backs up against the nearest wall and slides down it to sit. ] Don't mess with it.
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So he, doesn't expect— ] Hey. Hey, David.
[ Billy rises back up, eyes narrowed and unsure, nerves clouded behind his usually cold eyes. He comes closer, ducking down on a knee to look at David's dilated eyes. ]
Jesus. Here, hold on. [ He probably shouldn't stick David with a needle, Billy's preferred way to be given a helping hand in the fog, but he's got some bullshit tucked in his pockets, vaguely remembers Claudette's careful explanations for what each herb does. His botanical knowledge is not high.
But first, he reaches for the bottle in David's hand. ]
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M'fine. [ said, of course, just before he practically rips off his jacket and throws it down like a toddler about to throw a fit. he's so fucking hot and the temperature just keeps rising. ] Jesus, s'fuckin' hot.
[ this is fine. it's probably fine. he just needs to ride it out is all. ]
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He found it. David smelled it. And now David's brain is going to leak out of his ears while Billy watches. Because David never lets Billy take the fall.
Billy is not particularly touchy, unless he's "talking" up a girl or breaking someone's nose in. His hand hovers for a second and then he leans forward and presses his palm to David's forehead. David often rests a hand on his shoulder or slaps his back; the least Billy can do is try to figure out how to stop him from dying. ]
Hold on, man. Do you want water? Let me— let me see what I have. Take something.
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[ water? no. he shakes head. his forehead tingles where billy touched him, like a faint buzzing under the skin, something hinting at what it is he needs. to be touched? david shakes his head again. no. not exactly. ]
Maybe, uh-- maybe someone at camp might know somethin' about this kinda thing.
[ it's not that he's struggling, not exactly, but the words come out a little leaden. as if he'd been drinking. not drunk but not sober enough for the words to form effortlessly. probably because his mind is zoning in on what it is he wants-- needs right now, where the heat is pooling in his body, and he is trying hard to think about anything except-- ] Jeff. Jeff'll be able to help.
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Billy lets his hand drop, and when he pulls out his phone there might be a bit of a tremble. Even if David would come back, Billy really doesn't want more people on his conscious. This feels different than a trial; it feels more real. ]
Yeah, what would Jeff know about it? [ Billy scoffs. Listen, he likes Jeff. Billy's a young man, interested in throwing axes and brewing beer, at least as hypotheticals. Jeff has an awful lot of manly hobbies, but Billy isn't sure he's ever heard him raise his voice, save for when he's screaming bloody murder while being stabbed in the side. Jeff is fine, but he also eats up a lot of David's time. Which is fine. But David is also Billy's da— friend, thank you very much.
He's already typing a message to Claudette: david breathed something now he's sweating and freaking out. green herb or yellowgreen herb? ] I'll message Claudette, just hold on.
[ First: he's still point-and-peck slow at texting. Second: he reaches out and grips David's shoulder loosely. Like... calming. Like David does to him. ]
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[ billy puts a hand on his shoulder and normally he'd appreciate the gesture, but right now it sets too many neurons firing in a million directions and david tries to shrug it off with a weak complaint. ]
'm tellin' you. [ he pulls a face, trying to concentrate. ] Get'im.
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[ Billy says this dismissively, because he's not doing it. Because he's texting Claudette slowly. Maybe he should message Rebecca or Lisa? All three of them make more sense, and thankfully, Claudette is apparently not in trial. Unfortunately, it not that helpful:
>How are his vitals?
>what
>Tell me more symptoms. Pulse? Pupil size? Has he seized?
Jesus. Seizing? He really doesn't want David to start foaming at the mouth.
>sweaty. angry. doesn't want me to touch him.
big pupils. panting.
dont know. he said to get jeff.
It takes Claudette longer to respond this time.
>Oh. I see. Yes, you should see if Jeff is available. ]
Uh. Okay hold on.
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s.ᴏ.s. ᴍɪᴄʀᴏʙʀᴇᴡᴇʀɪᴇs
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Hey.
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how long’s it going to take you to get to the asylum? church side.
im with david.
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[ you know, if he doesn't rush, and right now he's assuming there is no rush. ]
Need extra hands?
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But David probably doesn't want Jeff to know he's weakly losing his mind. Billy wouldn't. But he probably wants 'help' to arrive. Billy would. Ugh. ]
yeah.
i don't know how far i can drag him.
he breathed something in.
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Breathed something in
[ there’s supposed to be a question mark there, but jeff’s in a little bit of a hurry. he drops whatever he’s doing (not much, really), grabs a flashlight and borrows a med kit from jane, and heads out. ]
What was it?
He still conscious?
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i dont know
[ That's not helpful. ]
bottle stuff.
clown?
yeah he is. he's scowling at me.
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Which bottle?
Purple?
[ that shit’ll slow anyone down, but as far as jeff knows, it’s only temporary. ]
Can he walk?
Stand?
[ maybe he should text claudette. ]
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it's orange.
not the yellow one.
[ Billy still doesn't get why he's sharing all this with Jeff. When Claudette or Rebecca could be on their way! ]
he might be able to stand. doesn't want to.
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Alright, let him sit.
I’m about halfway to you.
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Probably don’t have to say this but don’t touch the bottle.
I can’t carry you both back.
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