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i'm gay and stronger than all of you ([personal profile] hardlydead) wrote2021-11-01 05:44 am
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he bears the pressure, the intent, the recognition that david's trying to get one up on him in a way. it's not out of the ordinary. survivors who realize that no, he's not going to kill them when they're done, sometimes go for it. generally he doesn't mind. they never get very far before his patience runs thin.

the one buckle opens easily; it's to both of their benefit that david doesn't even attempt the other, because that'd probably ruin the mood. half the time even evan can't manage to pull it off without pissing himself off. the hand on his chest avoids the scars, the worst of the embedded metal and shrapnel, and so what he can feel is pleasant more than it isn't.

he lets that go on for a bit, letting david leave marks (which should infuriate him) and get his hands wherever they can find unbroken skin, before his grip around david's hip tightens and his other hand comes up to pull the mask off and set it aside - and then find its way into david's hair and, short as it is, get a grip to pull his head back.

it's not intended to be painful, or at least no more than normal. there's no malice in his expression. the patience, as david suspected, just isn't that strong outside a hunt. ]


You plannin' on getting on your knees here?

[ it's a joke. mostly a joke. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not a no, but the followup makes evan let out an amused breath - almost a laugh, again. basically a no. that's fine. it's rare he ever expects that, and he's not as violently allergic to give and take as a lot of other killers, at least in regards to this. ]

So when this place collapses into dust.

[ he lets go of david's hair only to step forward, using their closeness and the hold on his hip to make david take a few steps back. toward a different workbench, because he's got way more than necessary. this one's mostly unoccupied except for a few broken pieces of old traps, a bottle of blackening tar, and partly-used tubes of grease used to keep the traps from rusting and make sure the joints snap shut as smoothly as possible.

once they're there, he traps david in as much as david tried to do to him, but he's big enough that it probably feels more effective. it's the same sort of looming he does in trials ... or at least, very close to it, except the murder's muted now.

one hand on the flat table behind david, the other still on david's hip, the light at his back and the whole place still mostly shadows, evan knows he probably looks more threatening than intended. but that's fine. the weapons are just out of reach, even now. and david's never been afraid of him - at least, not for a hell of a while. ]


Turn around or get on the table. [ yes, he'll go for it that abruptly. ] Your choice.
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ much as evan can understand the uncertainty, the need to pretend this is something other than exactly what it is, even the borderline requirement some survivors have that they "lose", in a sense, in order to justify why this is something they're okay with, if he's got a handle on the situation he's not going to waste time. as david already knows in a number of ways, his patience is short and easy to snap.

he gives david just enough space to get on the table, and then david closes it again, pulling him in. he moves the hand that had a grip on his waist up to david's jaw, tilts his head back the same way david did to him, and then leans in to return the favor he was just getting. a few bites, a few marks, almost mirroring - if unintentionally - the ones david left on him.

the other hand stays between them, finding david's belt and fly and undoing them a little inexpertly. no point in waiting, although he's not going to go right for the end game yet. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's no argument against the bites. only a head tilted back, more skin to mark, around one side of the neck, down to as close as he can get to the shoulder before the shirt stops him. evan doesn't argue or resist when david keeps him close with a hand on him, and then around to the back to grab -

which also isn't exactly a new move, but he wasn't expecting it, which will be obvious when he pauses in what he's doing to give david an unseen look with a raised eyebrow.

but no point in interrupting. he fits himself closer between david's legs and finishes working at the belt and fly. tugs at the edge to make sure it's open and then lets that hand settle back on david's hip. the other, more slowly, makes its way down from his jaw, across the chest and stomach to the other hip.

he curls his fingers around the waist of david's pants, pulls back from another bite, and then, in one sharp jerk, yanks both pants and underwear down just below david's ass. not even to his knees - only far enough down that the worktable will be cool underneath, and so that he can keep his legs just about hooked around evan, if he wants. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-08 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ david's irritated reaction isn't new either, but the look he gets is a little surprising. still, it's not out of the ordinary for people dealing with him.

he leans back to raise an eyebrow, not looking particularly smug but there's a hint of it showing at the very slight grin pulling at the corner of his mouth. ]


Don't need to.

[ there's more than enough room for him to get where he needs to. but he doesn't refuse to move; the little tap gets him to let go and step back only far enough for david to work off whatever he thinks he needs, and then he's back between david's legs immediately, one hand running up along his thigh, the other set on the worktable again. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-08 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's barely enough room to judge the look - and besides, evan's more focused on the body, particularly now that he's got access to a lot more of it. the hand on david roams as he's dragged back in for a rough kiss that he returns in kind. wanders, finds the scars, the lines of muscles, the places where he can feel the bones through the skin. it's something he won't admit to indulging in, when he's got someone like this - someone willing, letting him touch them, not fighting or struggling or trying to kill him.

it almost never happened before this place; it rarely happens now. a touch he doesn't get to take often.

the anger and violence and hunger are clear enough, and he bites that back against david, the same feeling that burns in him all the time. his other hand moves off the table to where the half-used tubes of grease are. it's not ideal, but it's worked in the past, it'll work now, and anyway, as soon as there's a trial it won't matter. he uncaps it one-handed as the half-bite half-kiss continues, the hand on david pushing up under his shirt, finding a nipple and dragging short, ragged nails over it. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-08 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's easy to keep a hand on someone who clearly does want it, and leans into it, reacts to it. easy to let his nails, short as they are, drag across david's chest, down to his stomach. easy to let his hand flatten out and graze his cock for just a second before the hand on his back finds a place that spikes with pain, grit his teeth, and then keep it moving when the hand in question moves on.

it's also easy - although only because of practice - to uncap the tube and smear more than a little of it on his fingers. he didn't forget david's little comment and that's the whole reason he brought him down here, instead of just going at it up in the ironworks office - that, and the privacy. once he has enough he slides that hand over david's thigh, under him, bring his other hand down to the closest knee and more gently than not tilt david back a little.

making it actually feasible to get his hand underneath him and start to slip into him, with no real warning other than the shift in movement. why say something? they're here for a reason, and evan's not interested in wasting too much time. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-09 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ the tension is obvious. for the most part, evan ignores it. david's not saying anything, he's not backing off, so it's his problem. evan lets him brace himself, working his fingers deeper, trying despite his own impatience to be a little more thorough this time than he was before. it should be easier, but - ]

Relax.

[ there's an edge of something to the word. impatience, or annoyance. he can grasp the idea of not being fully prepared for this after only one run-in, but ... although didn't david say it? that was the first time anybody's fucked him. a second time might still have some uncertainty to it, especially now that he's barely buzzed instead of drunk enough to charge out looking for this.

it doesn't change anything, really, but it does stick to the front of his mind. he works his fingers deeper, works until he's sure he's got enough, and then withdraws his hand to get a little more of the stuff for himself.

his other hand lets david's knee go to come up and work the other buckle free with a grimace. it never doesn't hurt, but it's a quick movement before the waders drop completely. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-09 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ evan snorts at the rebuttal - yeah, right - but doesn't say anything, because that's a direct line to getting a fist to the jaw. as he works at himself he notices david's downward look, the look that suggests he's either about to laugh or he's in disbelief. evan opts for the latter since it'd hotwire him directly into fury if he assumed the former for a second. but that's probably not david's intent even if he does laugh.

probably.

the grease isn't exactly cold but he grimaces a little anyway, and lets david pull him in with a leg. he takes that as the opportunity to pause, settle himself, settle david, get his other hand back under the other knee, although it's not as if it's really necessary now.

he angles himself and presses into david - more easily this time than last, obviously. the sensation's a little different but not nearly enough to consider bad. he never has before and he's not about to start. his grip on david is a little tighter than it probably should be as he keeps moving, slowly but without pausing, until his hips meet david again.

then there's brief pause out of a courtesy to see this happen again. if he wasn't worried about that, things might be different. and david might not have agreed a second time. evan lets out a steady breath, trying to keep a handle on his self-control. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-10 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ evan stays silent until david gives him a sign, knowing how fast survivors are to cut and run when they're pissed off or insulted. not that he won't bring it up later. for the moment he keeps a grip on himself, keeps a grip on david, balancing the impatience out with a reminder of what he'll get in minutes or maybe seconds.

the pause after david speaks, though, isn't to let him acclimate. ]


Keep talkin' like that and I'm gonna get you facedown over this and fuck you 'til you can't walk.

[ it's not said particularly dangerously. it sounds more like a half-amused threat - which it is. but it's still a threat. though it doesn't occur to him that he basically just agreed with david.

one hand stays where it is, gripping under david's knee, while the other moves to splay fingers across his stomach, up to his chest as evan starts to fuck him - and somewhat less slowly than last time, compared to the way that started. if david's got enough energy to talk shit, then he's got enough energy to cope with a little bit of a harder kickoff. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-11 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ david's look gets a briefly raised eyebrow in return - a what were you expecting look - before evan's focus fixes back on what they're doing. he lets david pull him down, hears the murmur, scoffs at it and lets the kiss turn right into the rough, biting mess that's become normal between them.

he lets hunger and response determine the pace. his hunger, david's responsiveness - whether that's a noise barely strangled against him or a shudder under his hand. from this side, it's easier to adjust, to find a good angle and drive down on it. to make what seemed like a quick rough fuck into something maybe more than either of them was ready for.

and evan's got experience with that, these days. he pushes david's knee further back, lets his roaming hand move around david's back and urge him closer, or maybe just keep him from slipping back as he fucks him. not that he expects david to try and get anywhere right now. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-11 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ a clear response like that makes him double down, or at least keep going. doesn't say anything, doesn't mock, doesn't gloat - just finds that angle again and doesn't stop. the entity's gifts mean he's a borderline unstoppable killer, but they have other benefits, too.

the hand on david's chest moves up to his jaw and makes an effort to break the biting kiss by tilting his head back to bare his throat. evan doesn't pull away, but he moves his mouth down to bite at his throat again instead, leaving bruises in new places, sometimes over the other ones, like the spark of pain might only help make this better.

there's only so quick even he's interested in going, but harder has less of an issue, and so as the noises he can hear get more breathless and desperate he leans into that. shifts their angle minutely if it gets a better reaction, holds steady when it doesn't. his hold on david's knee loosens a little, but he keeps it pushed where it is as he finds a fresh grip with a fresh spot to bruise in turn. not that bruises last, but the idea of them is there, and sometimes the phantom memory, long after everything else has faded. ]

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