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i'm gay and stronger than all of you ([personal profile] hardlydead) wrote2021-11-01 05:44 am
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bloodandbrass: (thinking)

[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-04 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he accepts that without a question - no regrets means it's a non-zero chance of happening again, and he'll take a distraction without thinking if the opportunity's there - and lets the whiskey burn its way through him. less, now, since he's already had enough to set the burn to numbness, to make the anger settle down into a seethe instead of an almost-boil.

the following comment, though, makes him almost laugh. he smirks against the cup, watching david a little more intently than before. ]


We'd gone into the workshop, you woulda had more.

[ not necessarily something any sane person would consider using, but consequences are light, here. ]

But you didn't wanna wait. Figure I coulda bent you over something out in the open and you wouldn't be complainin' 'til now.

[ he's not complaining, either. he doesn't care who knows what he does with survivors - well, mostly he doesn't care. ]
bloodandbrass: (>:).)

[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-04 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ evan's clearly amused by the reaction - his smirk is a little wider, the look in his eyes less murderous than usual. david's never been the sort to back off or fluster, so watching him almost choke over one sentence is worth keeping in mind.

he throws back half the whiskey instead of replying immediately, and shrugs at the followup. it's possible, but ... ]


Live and learn. I try not to break you anyone the first time around.

[ not to say the same of the second time. ]

Otherwise none of you'd come back.

[ no regrets, right? ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-05 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ the smirk doesn't change, at least not right away, and he gives david a few seconds of silence before looking back down into the whiskey again. ]

Maybe. If there's a next time.

[ he finishes off his drink and, for once not completely inclined to cave david's skull in despite not being injured, shifts against the console. ]

Figure it'll be the next time you get real drunk and make another stupid dare.
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-05 09:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ evan meets the look, smirk faded to something less gloating. he sets down the mug on the other side of david's leg, not making a comment about that particular invasion of his space, and considers the options they have.

neither one of them is drunk enough to do anything really stupid, he figures, although that's never stopped david before (or him). on the other hand, evan's never been the sort to beat around the bush, unless it comes to attempting to grasp his own emotional state or getting someone to admit they liked killing him. ]


How drunk are you?

[ barely, would be his guess. he can barely even feel what he drank, but there's more of him to slow down. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-05 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the response he get is enough that he reaches for his mask, but rests his hand on it instead of picking it up. ]

No. Figure that's where you start.

[ he could keep going - suggest that it takes more effort for david not to make the most dangerous choice possible than for anyone else - but he's not looking for a fight, at least not at this second. the smirk, the lack of withdrawing or anxiety, the fact that david hasn't moved his legs ... those suggest to evan that the proposition he hasn't actually made yet isn't going to get shot down. ]

Got somethin' that'd help if you can actually make it to the workshop.
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-06 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ david gathers his things, and pushes away from the console, and that's all evan needs for assent, really. he's not going to demand an actual spoken agreement. it kind of ruins the spontaneity for him.

he pulls his mask back on and heads downstairs. better to go from inside, just in case someone's watching, and ideally they'll be waiting at the back as they go out the front.

he leads david back to the workshop the long way. no shortcuts, no untrapped paths; he steps over and around traps on the way, revealing where they are - but that might not be quite as bad a move as it seems. he doesn't try to trick david into stepping into one, funny as that would be, because it'd kill the mood faster than david killed him.

it's just another normal path, not one he would ever take himself normally when there's so many better ways to go that he does not want people knowing about. it leads to the mine, and down toward the workshop, where he steps over the traps on the way.

no point in picking them up. david's not the only trespasser, much to evan's perpetual rage. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-06 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's frustrating how easy it is to get used to someone trespassing on his property, especially private property like the inside of his workshop, but for all the rage he's resigned himself to it, mostly. nothing stops survivors, even death. maybe inviting them in will make it lose the appeal of breaking in. it depends on what they want - if it's to piss him off it might work, and if it's to steal it won't.

but david's not here for either, although pissing him off is pretty much the standard. evan unhooks his cleaver from his belt and sets it against a stack of crates, pauses to look around for what he was planning to get when a hand lands on him, tugs him around, and suddenly it's david pushing him back toward a workbench.

he could ignore it, but ... he lets himself be nudged until his lower back hits the table, watching david carefully through the mask. he rests his hands on the workbench's edge, a little curious but, as always, ready to fight if things turn.

not that he expects them to just now. not when there's something almost as interesting to think about. ]
Edited 2023-10-06 09:32 (UTC)
bloodandbrass: (shadows)

[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-06 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ evan watches david and wonders what, exactly, he's up to. if this is a prelude to a knife in the throat, or if he's just being paranoid. if this is really just a stupid decision with a short physical benefit - but one he's gotten used to having, from time to time.

there's a moment of tension as david's hand goes for his mask, but it moves, touches his neck - not a whole lot better, really - and tilts his head up. his fingers tighten around the edge of the workbench until he feels david's teeth instead of the metal he was almost expecting. a bite. a mark. the thing he does to them, done - for the first time in a long, long time, possibly forever - to him.

it's not bad, he thinks idly, still waiting for the other shoe to drop, but he doesn't try to put distance between them. ]


That's almost romantic.

[ said sardonically, knowing that neither one of them is aiming for that - and in evan's case probably isn't capable of it. ]
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-06 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's no romance in evan; maybe there was, fifteen or twenty years ago, but it's long since gone, shriveled into nothing even before the fog. but the idea isn't lost on him, nor is the way survivors manage to keep their heads above water by getting involved, and not just the way they get involved with him.

it's why he makes the joke. why he snorts with laughter when david makes it right back. ]


Nah. Different when I do it.

[ he won't elaborate, partly because he might not be able to. at least not in a way that won't get him punched. it's possessive, proprietary - a reminder of the fact that even if they're not fighting for survival, he's still the most dangerous thing around them.

reasonably certain david's not about to go for the throat more than he already is, evan relaxes minutely. lets one hand pull away from the table to get a hold on david's hip. not a grab, or anything that might bruise, but it's firm enough. keeping him in place. letting him bite, the pain that comes with sharpness less than it should be thanks to the burns and scars. it still sends something spiking through him, but it's probably not as definite as it when their positions are reversed. ]


Guess I ... shouldn't be surprised you're into it.

[ more similarities. that should probably concern him, except he's not paying attention to that. ]
bloodandbrass: (bloody)

[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he bears the pressure, the intent, the recognition that david's trying to get one up on him in a way. it's not out of the ordinary. survivors who realize that no, he's not going to kill them when they're done, sometimes go for it. generally he doesn't mind. they never get very far before his patience runs thin.

the one buckle opens easily; it's to both of their benefit that david doesn't even attempt the other, because that'd probably ruin the mood. half the time even evan can't manage to pull it off without pissing himself off. the hand on his chest avoids the scars, the worst of the embedded metal and shrapnel, and so what he can feel is pleasant more than it isn't.

he lets that go on for a bit, letting david leave marks (which should infuriate him) and get his hands wherever they can find unbroken skin, before his grip around david's hip tightens and his other hand comes up to pull the mask off and set it aside - and then find its way into david's hair and, short as it is, get a grip to pull his head back.

it's not intended to be painful, or at least no more than normal. there's no malice in his expression. the patience, as david suspected, just isn't that strong outside a hunt. ]


You plannin' on getting on your knees here?

[ it's a joke. mostly a joke. ]
bloodandbrass: (mask)

[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not a no, but the followup makes evan let out an amused breath - almost a laugh, again. basically a no. that's fine. it's rare he ever expects that, and he's not as violently allergic to give and take as a lot of other killers, at least in regards to this. ]

So when this place collapses into dust.

[ he lets go of david's hair only to step forward, using their closeness and the hold on his hip to make david take a few steps back. toward a different workbench, because he's got way more than necessary. this one's mostly unoccupied except for a few broken pieces of old traps, a bottle of blackening tar, and partly-used tubes of grease used to keep the traps from rusting and make sure the joints snap shut as smoothly as possible.

once they're there, he traps david in as much as david tried to do to him, but he's big enough that it probably feels more effective. it's the same sort of looming he does in trials ... or at least, very close to it, except the murder's muted now.

one hand on the flat table behind david, the other still on david's hip, the light at his back and the whole place still mostly shadows, evan knows he probably looks more threatening than intended. but that's fine. the weapons are just out of reach, even now. and david's never been afraid of him - at least, not for a hell of a while. ]


Turn around or get on the table. [ yes, he'll go for it that abruptly. ] Your choice.
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[personal profile] bloodandbrass 2023-10-07 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ much as evan can understand the uncertainty, the need to pretend this is something other than exactly what it is, even the borderline requirement some survivors have that they "lose", in a sense, in order to justify why this is something they're okay with, if he's got a handle on the situation he's not going to waste time. as david already knows in a number of ways, his patience is short and easy to snap.

he gives david just enough space to get on the table, and then david closes it again, pulling him in. he moves the hand that had a grip on his waist up to david's jaw, tilts his head back the same way david did to him, and then leans in to return the favor he was just getting. a few bites, a few marks, almost mirroring - if unintentionally - the ones david left on him.

the other hand stays between them, finding david's belt and fly and undoing them a little inexpertly. no point in waiting, although he's not going to go right for the end game yet. ]

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