[ it comes out a little snappier that david would've liked and he frowns, takes a breath and another sip. isn't that what he'd said last time, evan bringing it up being the thing that got him all wound up in the first place? well, the thing that tipped it over anyway. ]
[ he's never given it any deep thought though. people ask him why, give him grief about it, and david says that's what he's here for. it's his job. if him getting battered, broken. killed. if that gets the others out the gate, that's a win. ]
Fuck else am I gonna do? Hide out, hope for the best? That ain't me.
[ there's a lot to it maybe, if he really digs. ego, competitiveness, compassion for the others. david shrugs a shoulder, he doesn't know about all that. ]
Shit, maybe I'm just too stupid to change and that's all it is.
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[ it comes out a little snappier that david would've liked and he frowns, takes a breath and another sip. isn't that what he'd said last time, evan bringing it up being the thing that got him all wound up in the first place? well, the thing that tipped it over anyway. ]
[ he's never given it any deep thought though. people ask him why, give him grief about it, and david says that's what he's here for. it's his job. if him getting battered, broken. killed. if that gets the others out the gate, that's a win. ]
Fuck else am I gonna do? Hide out, hope for the best? That ain't me.
[ there's a lot to it maybe, if he really digs. ego, competitiveness, compassion for the others. david shrugs a shoulder, he doesn't know about all that. ]
Shit, maybe I'm just too stupid to change and that's all it is.