Shoulda felt good, right? Like getting one up on one of you fuckers finally.
[ obviously that's not the case, and it frustrates the hell out of david. it should feel great, should feel worth gloating about. as it is, he hasn't told anyone, not even to explain why he was all battered and bruised and halfway dead himself when he finally made it back to the campfire. ]
Lot to process-- dunno if you remember what that's like or if it were ever like that for you, seein' a dead body and knowing you done it, but...
[ but what. david tilts his head, eyes looking past evan at the wall behind him while he tries to find the words. there's a lot to it, the whole thing was messy, feels messy in his head. it's not easy to say it felt bad or good, because it's both and neither at the same time. because yeah, there's a part of him that feels a strong sense of satisfaction over hacking trapper with his own weapon, but it's overshadowed by so many other things. ]
Mostly just felt tired. Killed a guy and for what? He's just gonna be back after a while, pissed off as all hell about it.
[ because that's the thing about the fog, right? nothing's final. everything's just an endless cycle of shit until the entity gets all it can out of you. ]
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[ obviously that's not the case, and it frustrates the hell out of david. it should feel great, should feel worth gloating about. as it is, he hasn't told anyone, not even to explain why he was all battered and bruised and halfway dead himself when he finally made it back to the campfire. ]
Lot to process-- dunno if you remember what that's like or if it were ever like that for you, seein' a dead body and knowing you done it, but...
[ but what. david tilts his head, eyes looking past evan at the wall behind him while he tries to find the words. there's a lot to it, the whole thing was messy, feels messy in his head. it's not easy to say it felt bad or good, because it's both and neither at the same time. because yeah, there's a part of him that feels a strong sense of satisfaction over hacking trapper with his own weapon, but it's overshadowed by so many other things. ]
Mostly just felt tired. Killed a guy and for what? He's just gonna be back after a while, pissed off as all hell about it.
[ because that's the thing about the fog, right? nothing's final. everything's just an endless cycle of shit until the entity gets all it can out of you. ]