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i'm gay and stronger than all of you ([personal profile] hardlydead) wrote 2024-10-11 01:56 am (UTC)

[ david nods and pushes himself up off the couch, looks down at himself with a grimace at all the mess but at least there's nwone on his pants. he sighs and wanders through to the bathroom, not even casting a glance as he passes through the bedroom to get there since he figures it's just more of the same basic, unused stuff. plus he wants to get a good look at what evan did to him. ]

[ which is... a lot. sure he felt it, can still feel it, but david almost laughs when he looks in the mirror and sees all the little red marks across his collarbone and shoulder and chest. it almost looks like he had a rough time at paintball or some shit. ]

[ at least washing up is quick. he's not gonna root around to see what evan has, just uses his hands and whatever handwash is there. it's gross and unpleasant, but it's easy. quick as it is though, david just stands there a little while, staring at his reflection. the panic and shame finally starting to seep through now that he's not occupied, a million hateful words slipping through his mind like they're being whispered in his ear. ]

[ he wants to rip the sink out of the wall and throw it through the mirror, he wants to punch a hole through the door. what the fuck was he thinking? it's not like evan's even remotely close to the first man who's expressed any interest in him over the years, so why is this what makes him break? someone he can barely fucking stand at the best of times? ]

[ he's so fucked. they're both so fucking fucked. ]

[ can't see any towels in the bathroom, so david comes out eventually, body still wet from washing. not that david seems to mind it. there's a halfway vacant look on his face as he steps back into the living room, doing up his pants and belt and looks for where his shirt ended up to put that back on. ]

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