[ the second evan starts to move, it jolts david into full awareness. he abruptly moves under evan, shifting back just enough that he has the space to tuck himself back in his underwear and pull his zipper up. ]
[ he lays there, quiet, trying to process that this happened. that he came out here with the express purpose of hooking up with evan macmillan, and that it was good. it doesn't even especially bother him still having evan's weight on him — it's kind of nice? ]
[ david tilts his head, fighting both the part of himself that always yearns for something more, and the crushing dark that makes him want to shove evan off and retreat as quickly as possible. stops himself reaching out for some point of contact and just tries to... settle. wait until evan's ready to move. ]
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[ he lays there, quiet, trying to process that this happened. that he came out here with the express purpose of hooking up with evan macmillan, and that it was good. it doesn't even especially bother him still having evan's weight on him — it's kind of nice? ]
[ david tilts his head, fighting both the part of himself that always yearns for something more, and the crushing dark that makes him want to shove evan off and retreat as quickly as possible. stops himself reaching out for some point of contact and just tries to... settle. wait until evan's ready to move. ]