[ when evan finally manages to catch his breath and figure out where he is, there's a few long seconds of outright mortification. he's almost shirtless, his pants below his ass, his dick in his hand and another guy's dick in his hand, almost collapsed on top of that other guy, in his shitty rarely-used apartment. and he feels so totally burned out he can't even push himself off. that that guy is david king is less of a problem in this exact moment, but it's still a problem.
the biggest issue, though, is that he doesn't quite want to move yet. it's painful and awkward like this, but there's a sense of satisfaction running through him that makes him shiver. it was - unexpected. really fucking good, for what little it was.
and then the dread washes up on top of him, like a hand settling on his shoulder, ready to steer him straight into a bottomless pit. but nobody watches this apartment anymore. it's too far out of the way.
he pulls back - not off completely, but away, letting go of david, trying to pull his pants back up and put himself together again. his hands shake just slightly in the process, and that makes him angry at the same time that he's embarrassed. he can't figure out anything to say, so he doesn't say anything. it's always been easier like that. ]
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the biggest issue, though, is that he doesn't quite want to move yet. it's painful and awkward like this, but there's a sense of satisfaction running through him that makes him shiver. it was - unexpected. really fucking good, for what little it was.
and then the dread washes up on top of him, like a hand settling on his shoulder, ready to steer him straight into a bottomless pit. but nobody watches this apartment anymore. it's too far out of the way.
he pulls back - not off completely, but away, letting go of david, trying to pull his pants back up and put himself together again. his hands shake just slightly in the process, and that makes him angry at the same time that he's embarrassed. he can't figure out anything to say, so he doesn't say anything. it's always been easier like that. ]