[ david makes a disgruntled noise at the way evan's grip tightens in his hair, tenses briefly and contemplates reaching up to grab his wrist and try to pull it away, but he thinks that would probably interrupt things here. besides which, there's something satisfying in getting that response, especially considering evan insists on being a stoic fuck about the whole thing. ]
[ stubbornly, he doesn't let his thoughts drift anywhere else. (probably because he'd have a panic attack if he did and that's the last thing anyone wants to do with a dick in their mouth.) focuses on the sensation of evan in his mouth instead, on listening to him breathe. moves a little faster, silently wishes he could take him deeper and then tries not to wonder why the fuck he thought that. ]
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[ stubbornly, he doesn't let his thoughts drift anywhere else. (probably because he'd have a panic attack if he did and that's the last thing anyone wants to do with a dick in their mouth.) focuses on the sensation of evan in his mouth instead, on listening to him breathe. moves a little faster, silently wishes he could take him deeper and then tries not to wonder why the fuck he thought that. ]